Wednesday 26 September 2007

Levitation

There are times, sweet man , when I try and levitate so I cannot miss you so much. I take a step outside myself to see if I can fathom this reality.


You are still here in my head: undenied and real.

I HAVE RETRIEVED YOU.

I still miss you.
I still love you.
I am still without you.

In the words of Atonement:" come back to me! " - she said jokingly - but with spirits in her mind.

My grief is like the sky: it covers everything and uncovers nothing.

You cloud my days and leave my nights so clear. And empty.

Without you.

Dead boy.

Silent soul.

No man Atheist.


I love and miss you Johnny still.

The Girl You Left Behind.
xxx

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